1 00:00:45,91 --> 00:00:52,66 But there are some other. Day I different three. I think the lovers are 2 00:00:52,67 --> 00:00:57,89 goal or is this or man or before I mean what is taking that guy out of the ocean to 3 00:00:57,90 --> 00:01:02,88 sit mumble I'm not home there composed of different things than we are that's for 4 00:01:02,89 --> 00:01:08,34 sure I look at them and I go oh man you're crazy and they're doing the same thing 5 00:01:08,35 --> 00:01:14,29 that I was with stuff for and over our heads in these breakers are going to blow it 6 00:01:14,30 --> 00:01:20,35 need that on the boat. You know be away out there at sea where you can't even see 7 00:01:20,36 --> 00:01:27,27 land that scare the hell out of me. Lovers not in large keep to themselves 8 00:01:27,35 --> 00:01:31,74 they are their own interests their own projects their families but they don't have 9 00:01:31,75 --> 00:01:37,45 any energy at the end of the day to volunteer for some discussion group about X. 10 00:01:37,82 --> 00:01:41,66 No they are tied up in their work and so they really don't have 11 00:01:41,67 --> 00:01:48,62 a voice not the average slugger it is easy to say we and then and keep it that 12 00:01:48,63 --> 00:01:54,04 way we're just trying to make it through it all best we can all right voice we 13 00:01:54,05 --> 00:02:01,04 gotta get out here why. Somebody forgets their watch beat my what. It could do 14 00:02:01,05 --> 00:02:07,62 it's not their want to work tell them about. The terror about. We care about what 15 00:02:07,63 --> 00:02:13,63 they do work. We care about what they do at work. The bodies. 16 00:02:14,87 --> 00:02:21,44 Know things can happen bad you don't want to but you know it can happen. There's 17 00:02:21,45 --> 00:02:24,77 a weak person on the crew they would be run off you would find 18 00:02:24,78 --> 00:02:30,33 a way to run them off or make it so miserable you'd want to wish you good right off 19 00:02:30,34 --> 00:02:33,82 because it's so hard you work as a team so nobody is going to carry 20 00:02:33,83 --> 00:02:38,58 a slacker no weight up the sides it's life threatening and you only want to work 21 00:02:38,59 --> 00:02:43,17 with people that you know and respect you see it in this game you are. Let me in 22 00:02:43,18 --> 00:02:46,86 for key you've got to have called and said If you don't have common sense you're 23 00:02:46,87 --> 00:02:50,41 not going to make it and you're going to get hurt things are going to get out 24 00:02:50,68 --> 00:02:54,11 especially in the yard where the lines are above your head. There's 25 00:02:54,12 --> 00:02:58,94 a lot to it and some guys come out of there and they just say who could be better 26 00:02:58,95 --> 00:03:02,79 than anything I thought I was going to beat them I'm not coming back tomorrow but 27 00:03:02,90 --> 00:03:07,16 you know there are some guys just can't get enough of me they just cannot get 28 00:03:07,17 --> 00:03:11,18 enough of them they're running around all day long and they want it all but you 29 00:03:11,19 --> 00:03:17,04 have to me to yourself. That's right you got to give up this for the woods idea 30 00:03:17,69 --> 00:03:24,20 that's mythology it's fantasy the thing is you got to be careful 31 00:03:25,55 --> 00:03:31,64 work say Don't work too hard. When I was young. 32 00:03:36,70 --> 00:03:43,55 When I was young I bought into that whole we had to see. The hard not to. I thought 33 00:03:43,82 --> 00:03:49,61 of these guys how much I can cut. I don't do that anymore you know here is what I 34 00:03:49,62 --> 00:03:55,73 was young I couldn't work enough hours I always wanted more wanted more. 35 00:03:57,17 --> 00:03:57,60 I've had 36 00:03:57,61 --> 00:04:02,86 a whole new kind of epiphany now. I can continue to work in the woods for the rest 37 00:04:02,87 --> 00:04:08,82 of my life my productions not going to be what it was but that's all right. The 38 00:04:08,83 --> 00:04:14,56 thing is you could work in the woods your whole life but your god to be careful and 39 00:04:14,57 --> 00:04:21,50 you gotta take care of yourself. The story of. How we survive we love 40 00:04:21,71 --> 00:04:21,92 how 41 00:04:21,93 --> 00:04:28,93 a lot how we put it on the table. And I love the log where we meet 42 00:04:29,20 --> 00:04:29,90 in the road. 43 00:04:39,35 --> 00:04:46,14 A long way. For. Me. Not the best of 44 00:04:46,30 --> 00:04:47,99 me down the long period. 45 00:04:56,81 --> 00:04:56,91 With. 46 00:05:06,30 --> 00:05:12,79 The. Mom. My. 47 00:05:15,41 --> 00:05:22,03 Mom. And with. Them. A 48 00:05:22,04 --> 00:05:22,44 long. 49 00:05:31,02 --> 00:05:37,92 Long. Way to. The last thing. This presents me 50 00:05:37,93 --> 00:05:38,09 that. 51 00:05:50,14 --> 00:05:54,08 My. Mom. 52 00:05:58,33 --> 00:06:05,16 My. Mom. The mom 53 00:06:05,80 --> 00:06:06,14 here. 54 00:06:20,35 --> 00:06:26,88 You know sometimes we get shut down for whatever reason sauced next piece of 55 00:06:26,89 --> 00:06:31,50 equipment breaks down. So I just go. Under 56 00:06:31,51 --> 00:06:37,95 a tree after that. The greatest thing in the world to someone out there in those 57 00:06:37,99 --> 00:06:43,44 tree. There is 58 00:06:43,45 --> 00:06:49,94 a. Long. Long 59 00:06:50,70 --> 00:06:56,36 a. Great. Week I. 60 00:06:57,60 --> 00:07:03,87 Need. To. 61 00:07:07,93 --> 00:07:09,24 Eat. 62 00:07:17,51 --> 00:07:19,12 Every place out there to have 63 00:07:19,13 --> 00:07:25,94 a good time go you're not just as good and grown every day isn't it oh yeah we 64 00:07:25,95 --> 00:07:28,27 can there's always a honeymoon it's 65 00:07:28,28 --> 00:07:33,52 a picnic. Party right all right all right the thing is you get tight with these 66 00:07:33,53 --> 00:07:38,48 guys especially driving around in the crummy you know the crummy is the company 67 00:07:38,49 --> 00:07:44,61 vehicle used to drive around town sometimes from Eureka or take longer to work and 68 00:07:44,62 --> 00:07:45,74 it was called the Crawley for 69 00:07:45,75 --> 00:07:51,00 a reason the most beat up he said I remember when the drum beat up Monday morning 70 00:07:51,01 --> 00:07:53,48 or phoria good place to sleep 71 00:07:53,49 --> 00:07:58,10 a second Street and then go down to the jail and pick up three or four Guy history 72 00:07:58,10 --> 00:08:05,09 . Not that they would be good stewards with nothing but there were just hold it 73 00:08:05,10 --> 00:08:11,07 in there until the crew became. And then you go out to the woods the girlie would 74 00:08:11,08 --> 00:08:16,06 bring us home on the weekends and take it right back on Monday it was like that one 75 00:08:16,07 --> 00:08:22,97 the big Cherry Hill. You know you see. Everybody on the crew has 76 00:08:22,98 --> 00:08:28,43 a nickname nobody's actually going to tell you their name though they have to hear 77 00:08:28,44 --> 00:08:33,26 it themselves because they don't even know it till they hear it you can go over the 78 00:08:33,27 --> 00:08:34,23 Sierras and it's 79 00:08:34,24 --> 00:08:38,58 a totally different name for the same guy like me it would Dan becomes over the 80 00:08:38,59 --> 00:08:40,90 hill that. You see as 81 00:08:40,91 --> 00:08:44,80 a crab the driver I got to kill kids because I don't want to leave no one book All 82 00:08:44,81 --> 00:08:50,99 right that's called walkin Bob God. I'm. OK. 83 00:08:52,30 --> 00:08:59,21 You're we've got Rome worried Walt gone wrong way both of us to the next is 84 00:08:59,22 --> 00:09:04,95 going to happen it's going to happen do you think. That I would. 85 00:09:08,63 --> 00:09:15,15 Bend them up card that you know you can bend up any face of our you can put them on 86 00:09:15,16 --> 00:09:21,98 these attacks you know. No but. Rather your 87 00:09:22,49 --> 00:09:28,97 kid who is very good if he dresses. Up. You know 88 00:09:29,49 --> 00:09:33,45 I am the son of the blog him reply you see they make 89 00:09:33,46 --> 00:09:40,40 a good father and son team on the top of it I think I'm taking control 90 00:09:40,41 --> 00:09:47,24 really here and said See the film or. Heard. It not here 91 00:09:47,41 --> 00:09:50,38 you know that I can't work more weekdays when I saw 92 00:09:50,39 --> 00:09:57,36 a breakdown or an excuse to do something on Doobie Brothers. Believe you we're 93 00:09:57,37 --> 00:10:03,33 going to run out of. Daggers here any way but we are there. 94 00:10:05,07 --> 00:10:11,06 To tell right just the facts. Sorry to jump should I meet your. 95 00:10:12,49 --> 00:10:19,23 Heroes would want to take you up front but ya both head that's right 96 00:10:19,42 --> 00:10:26,36 one of the most agree while the lawyers around play would you most dog will 97 00:10:26,37 --> 00:10:33,35 soon slide open Both are they did not yet wrong it lol still 98 00:10:33,36 --> 00:10:39,75 very. Low was Larry's doctor wanted and I thought it was. 99 00:10:41,14 --> 00:10:47,08 A jumbo loans you're already always jumping from one big tree to that just just 100 00:10:47,09 --> 00:10:52,61 because you know you're not going to get little to turn to the middle of the 101 00:10:52,62 --> 00:10:59,56 country are you see these sort of these folks can be divided into four types. 102 00:11:00,61 --> 00:11:05,79 The folks the preachers the teachers and the Old Faithful It's not that I'm saying 103 00:11:05,80 --> 00:11:06,29 you could get 104 00:11:06,30 --> 00:11:12,98 a warrior down but really that all of us need to do one of these types on any given 105 00:11:12,99 --> 00:11:19,71 day. These knockers 106 00:11:19,92 --> 00:11:26,52 don't seem to every. The lover is well known for gays and well less coming in 107 00:11:26,79 --> 00:11:33,23 her flowery language you think bring back the letter and then I not understand or 108 00:11:33,24 --> 00:11:39,80 know ninety greater community I was never doing to be done I am acting out of the 109 00:11:39,81 --> 00:11:46,75 locker. If you never. Get up 110 00:11:47,11 --> 00:11:53,81 wolf down monkey blanket. Grab the nose then and head on out to the safety. 111 00:11:55,14 --> 00:11:56,58 Sometimes the show has 112 00:11:56,59 --> 00:12:03,25 a couple the sides to it but I still stand the top rope it's not I must do it if 113 00:12:03,26 --> 00:12:03,86 you're lucky in 114 00:12:03,87 --> 00:12:10,61 a day you look at science and such he'll say and really how that is not true and. 115 00:12:13,00 --> 00:12:18,98 I think. We do not believe it Steve if you can call it that to run. 116 00:12:20,66 --> 00:12:26,95 And game out come out right after all oh yeah. You gotta get some snoop sling your 117 00:12:26,96 --> 00:12:33,45 who Allen because he's been so drunk out there. You can't welcome 118 00:12:33,70 --> 00:12:39,17 oh we don't talk like that right is just some Hollywood version of our lumberjack 119 00:12:39,22 --> 00:12:43,94 we don't sound like them but that they have worked I have. Rather been 120 00:12:43,95 --> 00:12:50,90 a cutter all my life. You see the cutter or the fall or in the park or 121 00:12:51,50 --> 00:12:57,28 they work together sometimes switching jobs on the same job for one week to the not 122 00:12:58,33 --> 00:13:02,84 all to one week talker then that. In the fall or makes 123 00:13:02,85 --> 00:13:09,72 a mistake nobody can fix it afterwards it is done the mistake is made. The voter 124 00:13:09,73 --> 00:13:14,22 splits a tree on the way down grow that tree is junk its 125 00:13:14,23 --> 00:13:16,33 a former dumpster tree and it goes down into 126 00:13:16,34 --> 00:13:22,79 a bed for will there going to play Hill getting it out. He the cutter can make or 127 00:13:22,80 --> 00:13:23,19 break 128 00:13:23,20 --> 00:13:28,86 a profit margin of profit margins for lawyers are thin always have been extremely 129 00:13:28,87 --> 00:13:33,42 thin so the whole thing has to come together properly for them to make 130 00:13:33,43 --> 00:13:38,13 a profit really. Booking is what you call the train the legs at the mill want so 131 00:13:38,14 --> 00:13:41,72 that they can match their orders you have to cut the trees so that you get the most 132 00:13:41,73 --> 00:13:45,99 of them were called bushland someone who cuts for scales that's being paid by the 133 00:13:46,00 --> 00:13:52,71 thousands not by the out other cutters they work for the company now Booker has to 134 00:13:52,72 --> 00:13:55,79 have a conscience like a bucket I'm in 135 00:13:55,80 --> 00:14:00,95 a bucket we could dangerous stuff all the time though that first we have to pull 136 00:14:00,96 --> 00:14:05,72 out and then blocking. It. 137 00:14:17,37 --> 00:14:24,00 Yeah there is not the money there used to be. Footballers were always 138 00:14:24,01 --> 00:14:30,25 respected we were like the high priests of the would. Be truly right. 139 00:14:31,58 --> 00:14:38,46 Nothing happened until the fall or you saw them you gonna have belongs cause. We're 140 00:14:38,47 --> 00:14:44,73 still respected but. Not like you used to be. You know hardly anybody knows 141 00:14:44,74 --> 00:14:50,89 anything about it in all. The principles like the clothes line two thousand feet 142 00:14:50,90 --> 00:14:55,54 a skylight now in four thousand feet of all that and I was run in the yard the 143 00:14:55,55 --> 00:14:59,32 tailor was up high and I had this big old boulder behind me so the guy lines were 144 00:14:59,33 --> 00:15:01,37 up high too well i soon as they put 145 00:15:01,38 --> 00:15:04,91 a little I think it lifted my daughter straight up spun around and set me back down 146 00:15:05,18 --> 00:15:11,33 I was like wow I'm home so we slacker down and got her back we went and got this 147 00:15:11,34 --> 00:15:15,38 cat and parked it right next to me I had another mainline drug going straight down 148 00:15:15,39 --> 00:15:20,15 to it so it was holding me down while we do think about that ahead of time I don't 149 00:15:20,16 --> 00:15:24,08 know and I we've actually been running the order for six months been around them my 150 00:15:24,09 --> 00:15:30,15 whole life but actually since then run it only six months no when he's in that yard 151 00:15:30,16 --> 00:15:36,03 or he's controlling let me give them struggles with his hands or different things 152 00:15:36,04 --> 00:15:38,24 with his feet and even though they've got 153 00:15:38,25 --> 00:15:43,12 a self leveling tab he's the one who controls that the necessary. 154 00:15:45,59 --> 00:15:50,98 You can put the lines anywhere you want but the hook tender he's the one who makes 155 00:15:50,99 --> 00:15:53,78 all those critical decisions there's 156 00:15:53,79 --> 00:15:59,37 a Sienna thing when you're sending the trees. Where you put the lines is critical 157 00:15:59,38 --> 00:16:04,59 to the production. It's all about the lines to see. We have 158 00:16:04,60 --> 00:16:11,58 a narrow corridor or maybe. Why does that truck right there going all the way 159 00:16:11,59 --> 00:16:17,38 down the hill into the hole where the tail hold it we're Paul are logs in this way 160 00:16:17,82 --> 00:16:23,60 and then back up the hill Well if you send your carriage down there plant it to the 161 00:16:23,61 --> 00:16:28,75 skyline where it won't move and you can save this tree by easing your logs around 162 00:16:28,76 --> 00:16:31,54 this way maybe let it drift down 163 00:16:31,55 --> 00:16:36,39 a little bit more and Reclast it and that we keep on point and say That tree 164 00:16:36,40 --> 00:16:43,01 sneaking around this way you know my way up the hill Yeah that's all about saving 165 00:16:43,02 --> 00:16:48,69 the timber that. Some company is now clear cut though and for me. 166 00:16:49,98 --> 00:16:56,61 There's not much arc without Now not much art to that. One is stop 167 00:16:57,33 --> 00:17:01,97 one we'll always separate out the story got stuck this is usually when your whistle 168 00:17:01,98 --> 00:17:03,75 misses when you want to Bloomberg and C. 169 00:17:03,76 --> 00:17:09,34 With I don't know a lot of Murphy's Law I guess. You read 170 00:17:09,35 --> 00:17:11,85 a letter. Or dislike 171 00:17:11,86 --> 00:17:18,53 a skylight to Jews or your god lines due to going out of the way to free ones he 172 00:17:18,54 --> 00:17:25,26 was due and one to select the worse one is the most important one we use whistles 173 00:17:25,43 --> 00:17:30,63 but we also have hand-held walkie talkies and bugs to blow the whistle but lots of 174 00:17:30,64 --> 00:17:34,05 times we have other yards closer to you to be bouncing off their whistles and 175 00:17:34,06 --> 00:17:38,06 that's where it gets confusing sometimes it gets tough. 176 00:17:41,29 --> 00:17:48,09 The girls. Come and go if you will and become so you're 177 00:17:48,10 --> 00:17:50,46 so on your job for 178 00:17:50,47 --> 00:17:57,05 a married woman will come we don't look tender that said that. God God is strong 179 00:17:57,06 --> 00:18:02,29 because he said it. Wasn't going to raise even drunk down to give to long. 180 00:18:06,71 --> 00:18:12,78 The operators know it was the goal of the good signal that they come for not looked 181 00:18:12,79 --> 00:18:19,37 under nor hear the. How was the form so the 182 00:18:19,79 --> 00:18:24,98 little guy was competent but he was always thinking goes the yard. 183 00:18:27,24 --> 00:18:32,20 Oh look there and here is the box. Store the whistle you want to be 184 00:18:32,21 --> 00:18:39,20 a good thing you're worth Well I guess his own way but finally one. Who will 185 00:18:39,68 --> 00:18:45,40 be. By the. He loved to go to an even bigger. 186 00:18:46,91 --> 00:18:53,42 His main aim these. Men are in the ring here. 187 00:18:56,87 --> 00:19:02,67 More than. Ever automate it takes 188 00:19:02,68 --> 00:19:08,91 a pretty big man finance and all around am hard letting me. 189 00:19:10,70 --> 00:19:11,24 Bargain 190 00:19:11,25 --> 00:19:18,34 a. Little back. But 191 00:19:18,35 --> 00:19:25,15 soon they. Want to. See 192 00:19:26,16 --> 00:19:33,16 me. Not 193 00:19:33,17 --> 00:19:36,29 even. With. The. 194 00:19:40,15 --> 00:19:40,74 Mug no. 195 00:19:57,04 --> 00:19:57,87 Mom. 196 00:20:15,20 --> 00:20:21,92 Didn't get. The 197 00:20:21,93 --> 00:20:24,60 money the way. 198 00:20:31,67 --> 00:20:38,52 The. The are. The 199 00:20:38,53 --> 00:20:38,72 reason. 200 00:20:46,02 --> 00:20:50,42 Why the girl or any girl in the and thought of. 201 00:20:53,61 --> 00:20:58,05 The whole hour. With her. But. 202 00:21:02,23 --> 00:21:04,44 Things are different. 203 00:21:10,14 --> 00:21:13,43 Now. The. 204 00:21:24,81 --> 00:21:30,42 Waters today are soft. But I don't know what to do with 205 00:21:30,43 --> 00:21:36,82 a hundred years ago yet I'll look. Into the next room and hope 206 00:21:37,69 --> 00:21:37,89 it was 207 00:21:37,90 --> 00:21:45,10 a hard luck. Drink and gamble and lots of little real. Please look at her and we 208 00:21:45,10 --> 00:21:50,14 . Must be going to different schools as 209 00:21:50,15 --> 00:21:56,99 a kid hard to me for me to make friends. One day I came along. From school and 210 00:21:57,00 --> 00:22:03,55 everybody was gone the house was empty. Forgot me and 211 00:22:03,56 --> 00:22:05,93 mom had to take it back 212 00:22:05,94 --> 00:22:11,30 a few hours later to get your horse paper survey out I was just 213 00:22:11,31 --> 00:22:18,17 a kid. I spent three years with the foster family I think those were the most 214 00:22:18,18 --> 00:22:23,97 stable years of my life but you see you had to go where the work was up and down 215 00:22:23,98 --> 00:22:30,25 the coast sometimes you get there and work first season but then the company would 216 00:22:30,26 --> 00:22:37,13 end up not getting paid by the mill So you were out of luck. No pay no more 217 00:22:37,14 --> 00:22:42,70 work onto the next town the next drawback of the kids the wife it was 218 00:22:42,71 --> 00:22:49,54 a rough life I met this boy and I come home and Ma says Pack your things 219 00:22:49,55 --> 00:22:56,13 we're moving on now I will never see this boy again so we went out 220 00:22:57,09 --> 00:23:03,82 and got married to run sixty years ago I think it was only fifty and had to 221 00:23:03,83 --> 00:23:10,28 lie about my age on those who didn't and. There was this kid came to camp. 222 00:23:11,85 --> 00:23:17,44 Just before the Depression. And never went to town this whistle poke. 223 00:23:18,60 --> 00:23:19,92 Worked only five days 224 00:23:19,93 --> 00:23:26,78 a week. But he never who always stayed in camp. And he cooked the old 225 00:23:26,79 --> 00:23:32,33 clothes that the lovers and thrown away. He picked them up and he worst them and 226 00:23:32,34 --> 00:23:32,75 packed 227 00:23:32,76 --> 00:23:39,48 a mini war overalls an old shirt. Well Christmas come around 228 00:23:39,49 --> 00:23:46,14 and and I was there and he and I got to talking. And. He said I think I'm going to 229 00:23:46,15 --> 00:23:51,08 go back to East and see my folks you know he had about five six hundred dollars 230 00:23:51,09 --> 00:23:56,07 saved and that's enough money to go back East to work three times if you're going 231 00:23:56,08 --> 00:24:01,46 on the train. Well they shut down that night he had this package of clothes and 232 00:24:01,47 --> 00:24:04,52 shoes and he runs into a truck or the can give us 233 00:24:04,53 --> 00:24:10,64 a ride into town the other way he said I don't think I need these any more I don't 234 00:24:10,65 --> 00:24:17,40 think I'm coming back and he threw those close dogs into the canyon. Well 235 00:24:18,36 --> 00:24:19,44 we got the monkey in 236 00:24:19,45 --> 00:24:26,16 a round in town who and he like to gamble and he broke so we had to go 237 00:24:26,17 --> 00:24:32,91 back to work. For situ I come around we always have four or five days 238 00:24:33,68 --> 00:24:39,81 the same old story very petty. And then we went to tell him 239 00:24:40,49 --> 00:24:47,42 monkey to run and some supper went to show when you're in there. And we came 240 00:24:47,43 --> 00:24:52,22 across this gambling place where there they play the games all night knowing that 241 00:24:52,23 --> 00:24:57,03 you could play blackjack you could play poker he could shake the dice you play bar 242 00:24:57,04 --> 00:25:02,93 booty that I tell you again you can play everything. I want 243 00:25:02,94 --> 00:25:09,42 a hundred and fifty dollars and I quit and went home. But that whistle punk he 244 00:25:09,43 --> 00:25:15,96 stayed in he went broke again. About three o'clock he comes to the door and says 245 00:25:15,97 --> 00:25:18,93 you got any money I am going broke so 246 00:25:18,94 --> 00:25:25,91 a given twenty five dollars. He comes back with eight teams nine teen 247 00:25:25,92 --> 00:25:32,71 hundred dollars gives me seventy five then the lead up is the last story scene of 248 00:25:32,72 --> 00:25:37,16 that kid goes upstairs to bed the next morning he took 249 00:25:37,17 --> 00:25:41,31 a train and went back to east. He was 250 00:25:41,32 --> 00:25:45,40 a good kid he just had the fiend to gamble. 251 00:25:48,48 --> 00:25:53,95 I started working in the woods was on a survey crew for the Forest Service we had 252 00:25:53,96 --> 00:26:00,43 a camp cook. Up all the calories these ladies were trying to stop in the US and. 253 00:26:01,47 --> 00:26:03,78 She's the only cook I knew could take I have 254 00:26:03,79 --> 00:26:10,63 a couple bacon fat stuffing right inside the air. It was written in 255 00:26:10,64 --> 00:26:11,90 bacon fat she was 256 00:26:11,91 --> 00:26:17,36 a good cook whom she was good good food and locks on it mood sometimes I don't 257 00:26:17,37 --> 00:26:24,33 think I ever got old just tired of eating bats was allowing way that their beloved 258 00:26:24,34 --> 00:26:30,61 water under the bridge since then I learned to cook it was either that or stars and 259 00:26:30,62 --> 00:26:37,15 I learned to cook fast I was the cook for fifteen and. Cooks are in. 260 00:26:37,22 --> 00:26:42,17 Portland's I have lived a life I would not write for all the T.V. 261 00:26:42,18 --> 00:26:48,27 In China not certainly I would not trade it one bit it has been fantastic. 262 00:26:49,50 --> 00:26:55,93 I get out of the coffee pot on about four four thirty or whatever time I can get 263 00:26:55,94 --> 00:26:59,33 away with it and that means building 264 00:26:59,34 --> 00:27:04,37 a fire oh yeah. Average breakfast is Dakin in 265 00:27:04,38 --> 00:27:10,59 a not much am it is always bacon that is the hardest part to cook that make and 266 00:27:10,86 --> 00:27:15,97 it's all curled up in knots and if you try it on curl it curls right back up even 267 00:27:15,98 --> 00:27:22,34 harder and gravy it takes the biscuit spread because you have to stop the gravy up 268 00:27:22,35 --> 00:27:27,40 with something. One day I went in to get breakfast and there was 269 00:27:27,41 --> 00:27:34,25 a note on the table. We don't do this and we 270 00:27:34,26 --> 00:27:39,40 don't do that and we don't want something else we won't miss we'll do this we're 271 00:27:39,41 --> 00:27:41,23 going to do that they don't but 272 00:27:41,24 --> 00:27:47,03 a bang bang bang. Turned the note over and I put on the back and. 273 00:27:48,10 --> 00:27:54,87 Get your ass down the road then if you don't like it here. And they did it but 274 00:27:55,56 --> 00:28:01,26 my husband went out to get his men should go to work and he didn't have it they all 275 00:28:01,27 --> 00:28:06,55 took. Up he had to go Dad around town and it was bad. 276 00:28:08,17 --> 00:28:11,10 I cook a lot of B. 277 00:28:11,14 --> 00:28:15,60 This if you don't know that means you don't have anything to eat I like 278 00:28:15,61 --> 00:28:21,05 a nice due to soften up when you're old and read I took whatever's on the shelves 279 00:28:21,22 --> 00:28:23,46 and if it isn't on the shelf I give them 280 00:28:23,47 --> 00:28:26,85 a shotgun and I send them out to get something but there's 281 00:28:26,86 --> 00:28:32,45 a lot of danger out there too and it's usually some idiot getting getting in some 282 00:28:32,52 --> 00:28:36,78 ended up with some animal and then you have to figure out how to take care of that 283 00:28:37,74 --> 00:28:44,27 kill the person or the end of the Pentagon which one's not. So I make bricks this 284 00:28:44,28 --> 00:28:51,18 do the dishes make lunch do the dishes make dinner do dishes sometimes 285 00:28:51,34 --> 00:28:52,67 it feels like there's just 286 00:28:52,68 --> 00:28:58,39 a little sheet for that light left there pretty thin from all that washing. Up but 287 00:28:58,40 --> 00:29:00,39 you know I think 288 00:29:00,40 --> 00:29:06,62 a little here. Years out on the long sides was the best part of my life and. I like 289 00:29:06,63 --> 00:29:11,76 to move around move it around never bothered me put your hat on it 290 00:29:11,77 --> 00:29:16,60 a lady who does keep you interested when it's interesting and never 291 00:29:16,61 --> 00:29:21,43 a dull moment if there ever was you don't know me you are getting yourself into the 292 00:29:21,44 --> 00:29:26,18 book if you're ever built over something exciting always going on with 293 00:29:27,08 --> 00:29:33,06 a load some of it wasn't very nice they come in get dinner they all have their own 294 00:29:33,07 --> 00:29:40,04 bit so yes this is the sad part there's lots of liquor they come in after 295 00:29:40,05 --> 00:29:45,10 a hard day's work eat dinner and then spend a lot of time drinking 296 00:29:45,20 --> 00:29:49,87 a lot of alcohol in the middle of the night one not woke up having 297 00:29:49,88 --> 00:29:56,16 a screaming fit and the first thing you know somebody was dead you got killed gun 298 00:29:56,17 --> 00:30:01,86 or rifle so you're trying to protect yourself and then you kill somebody else whole 299 00:30:01,87 --> 00:30:06,90 thing depends on what you think about everyone had a little bit of 300 00:30:06,91 --> 00:30:12,01 a different spot See I never really expected anything I just take what I get 301 00:30:12,94 --> 00:30:18,01 everyone has a little bit of a different spot and you just squeeze 302 00:30:18,02 --> 00:30:22,07 a little where you make room for them at the table I'm telling you you get out and 303 00:30:22,08 --> 00:30:26,72 you're stranded and there is somebody whose life is depending on you you find 304 00:30:26,73 --> 00:30:28,55 a way to do it and you find 305 00:30:28,56 --> 00:30:34,20 a way Kweku But you forget we will see somebody had to do it and it got done it 306 00:30:34,26 --> 00:30:39,57 sometimes it wasn't so pretty but it worked sometimes we didn't think to properly 307 00:30:39,73 --> 00:30:44,86 it because oh thank goodness we didn't know it was that or you didn't know about it 308 00:30:44,93 --> 00:30:51,14 that way when it arrived you just did you have to make fun out of it because you 309 00:30:51,15 --> 00:30:57,86 have to live you just grab what you can and let the world go by everyone who had 310 00:30:57,90 --> 00:30:59,06 a little bit of 311 00:30:59,07 --> 00:31:05,88 a different spot every day. Isn't it. You know that kind of strength 312 00:31:06,08 --> 00:31:12,97 is rare these days. So many excuses kill many other ways to 313 00:31:12,98 --> 00:31:16,30 survive. I'm glad. 314 00:31:20,86 --> 00:31:26,05 It is the struggle Lannister. Leave. This. 315 00:31:28,71 --> 00:31:35,01 Was not to love. The to see you still. 316 00:31:39,62 --> 00:31:44,59 Love love love. Just the. 317 00:32:04,35 --> 00:32:04,63 Long. 318 00:32:26,41 --> 00:32:27,58 Sleeve. 319 00:32:37,75 --> 00:32:43,99 Oh. I 320 00:32:43,100 --> 00:32:50,95 am I am. I am I have 321 00:32:51,09 --> 00:32:55,31 blue heeler that dark road around the world around where. 322 00:32:58,71 --> 00:33:03,81 You will always be in. We got to the fork in the Skid Row she'd sit there until the 323 00:33:03,82 --> 00:33:10,11 skater took off one way or the other and if you take off and head up the road. That 324 00:33:10,12 --> 00:33:15,63 dog was always in front of me. Now I have this little dog oh yeah that little 325 00:33:15,64 --> 00:33:22,57 Chihuahua right corner box terrier excuse me. I had to 326 00:33:22,58 --> 00:33:29,47 draw stitch one stitch to stitch to home still. But the 327 00:33:29,48 --> 00:33:36,19 first stitch she would go anywhere she was always in my shirt she was 328 00:33:36,20 --> 00:33:37,23 all white without 329 00:33:37,41 --> 00:33:43,35 a blockhead but. She would cut none organ with me and she thought little of that 330 00:33:43,39 --> 00:33:49,65 helicopter once she'd run down to the strip where I was and she'd run into my 331 00:33:49,66 --> 00:33:51,60 backpack I always had 332 00:33:51,61 --> 00:33:58,28 a slight sure in there she always just curled up inside. She slept all day until it 333 00:33:58,29 --> 00:34:04,99 was time to go home and I said let's go home. Sometimes if she was in 334 00:34:05,00 --> 00:34:09,72 danger I put the backpack on with her and it might go up over the hill and put her 335 00:34:09,73 --> 00:34:14,97 down out of the way where she was safe she'd never get out until it was time to 336 00:34:14,98 --> 00:34:21,92 come home. One time something flew out of the tree and 337 00:34:21,93 --> 00:34:28,92 bitter. Her This little yelp out of her. Loaf when the day was 338 00:34:28,93 --> 00:34:34,49 over the guys would we don't bunch up and and Stitch would be there with this part 339 00:34:34,50 --> 00:34:37,32 of the crew. She was 340 00:34:37,33 --> 00:34:44,31 a great dog. I was working on this one job. It was in the 341 00:34:44,32 --> 00:34:46,73 spring time. And I fell 342 00:34:46,74 --> 00:34:52,96 a tree up the hill and pressed the clump erev wood. As I was working my way up you 343 00:34:52,97 --> 00:34:54,22 know limited making 344 00:34:54,23 --> 00:35:00,54 a lot. When I got to the top I thought just inside of the tree that I wrought. 345 00:35:01,85 --> 00:35:02,86 In the park scene with 346 00:35:02,87 --> 00:35:08,96 a little tidy bird's nest. And there were three little chicks in there they were so 347 00:35:08,97 --> 00:35:15,39 big I don't even know how they fit in that. Well I thought to myself. Oh my God now 348 00:35:15,40 --> 00:35:21,19 they're my responsibility what am I going to do. Well to see in their age I thought 349 00:35:22,12 --> 00:35:24,06 maybe if I could buy some time to have 350 00:35:24,07 --> 00:35:29,49 a chance to leave. So I had another part of my strip you. Other Side was 351 00:35:29,50 --> 00:35:33,91 a class to create a lot more work wedge and less money I was 352 00:35:33,92 --> 00:35:37,87 a boy. I thought maybe I could go down there for 353 00:35:37,88 --> 00:35:44,07 a while so down I when I started digging the trees out of that pretty. I would do 354 00:35:44,08 --> 00:35:46,01 that for a couple days I think there was 355 00:35:46,02 --> 00:35:51,32 a Sunday and Paul do anyways the next Monday morning. I came out of the bank first 356 00:35:51,33 --> 00:35:58,01 thing to check on the night. It was empty. Oh my God And I started looking around 357 00:35:58,02 --> 00:36:00,21 for a little dead birds of 358 00:36:00,22 --> 00:36:07,03 a sudden I heard weakly tweet tweet and there they were they just left the nest. So 359 00:36:07,04 --> 00:36:11,27 I went back down the hill and worked down there in that class to create for another 360 00:36:11,28 --> 00:36:16,49 couple days or so and by the time I brought it back up to the net. All my little 361 00:36:16,50 --> 00:36:23,21 friends were gone. I love it out there I mean I love them all. 362 00:36:28,92 --> 00:36:35,06 Oh oh. Oh. God damn it I hate bees. 363 00:36:36,44 --> 00:36:41,72 Wax fair any day just keep those pieces away from me and your jacket yeah the 364 00:36:41,73 --> 00:36:47,94 yellow jacket because a million critter turns out of its hope strong that's 365 00:36:47,95 --> 00:36:52,97 a bit disturbed their entry heads are plenty of people you can come and sit down 366 00:36:52,98 --> 00:36:56,07 right next to a nest like this doesn't bother them 367 00:36:56,08 --> 00:37:02,15 a bit. The myth that it's not and turns. About. 368 00:37:04,19 --> 00:37:07,25 When you're working away you're not looking for bees you're looking whether or not 369 00:37:07,26 --> 00:37:10,32 you're going to trip and fall on your face you're thinking where you're going to 370 00:37:10,33 --> 00:37:11,81 fall this next tree and then all of 371 00:37:11,82 --> 00:37:15,40 a sudden before you know it you can feel you're getting better all over the place 372 00:37:15,41 --> 00:37:18,92 you got three hundred neck and three of your shirt they completely surprise you not 373 00:37:18,93 --> 00:37:19,20 like there's 374 00:37:19,21 --> 00:37:24,62 a warning no warning it's always just like and there is never just one now that 375 00:37:24,63 --> 00:37:28,46 it's something B.'s ness thinking you're safe and you're just standing in the 376 00:37:28,47 --> 00:37:33,00 middle of the other desk. It's one time when we were sitting down having 377 00:37:33,01 --> 00:37:39,79 a snack and someone who was I thought just up and took off any red right 378 00:37:39,80 --> 00:37:41,00 smack dab in the middle of 379 00:37:41,01 --> 00:37:46,38 a nasty post I had twenty of them up his pants leg probably over jackets stinking 380 00:37:46,39 --> 00:37:52,61 of them over and over again Gary was trying to run out of. Print so but this time 381 00:37:52,62 --> 00:37:55,83 he was robbed it was your husband on T.V. 382 00:37:55,84 --> 00:38:02,68 We'll have to so hard. Grouse 383 00:38:02,69 --> 00:38:07,05 ladders when their legs go all the way to the ground because that would make it 384 00:38:07,06 --> 00:38:12,97 easy for the grass to climb up. Screen. If you can picture 385 00:38:12,98 --> 00:38:18,53 a woman upside down. That is why it is called 386 00:38:18,54 --> 00:38:21,32 a schoolmarm. A snow break 387 00:38:21,63 --> 00:38:25,65 a group in the tree where the tops been blown up but if the tops been blown off in 388 00:38:25,66 --> 00:38:28,65 another. Am comes and takes his place as a leader you call that 389 00:38:28,74 --> 00:38:33,45 a preacher see Jill pope. That could happen to be on 390 00:38:33,46 --> 00:38:37,42 a forest service call or some other guys come in and he's cut all the big trees 391 00:38:37,91 --> 00:38:39,86 there's just these little tiny ones left you've got 392 00:38:39,87 --> 00:38:45,28 a cut for nothin. That's called getting Joe Public. There's another way to get Jill 393 00:38:45,29 --> 00:38:52,11 pope though the black bear they like to. Call the bark off of the redwood trees 394 00:38:52,71 --> 00:38:57,89 can't Gambia Yeah they love that sweet cambium So after they get done girdle in the 395 00:38:57,90 --> 00:39:03,38 trees and not all that bark off it kills the tops in the limbs because of all 396 00:39:03,39 --> 00:39:06,44 brittle Well one day I was following 397 00:39:06,45 --> 00:39:11,22 a tree out of the bare Kilcoyne shoes ready to go and I'm stepping back with my 398 00:39:11,23 --> 00:39:16,96 song in my head just like that one of those lives broke out speared down and Jill 399 00:39:16,97 --> 00:39:22,65 Popery right there on the head popped it open. That's a Jew pope from 400 00:39:22,66 --> 00:39:28,96 a bare hill and. The whole thing about blogging is you're moving extremely heavy 401 00:39:28,97 --> 00:39:31,16 objects from point A to Point B. 402 00:39:31,49 --> 00:39:37,42 That is the basic principle you're harvesting vegetables really big That's the pump 403 00:39:37,43 --> 00:39:42,28 and I think it's like the army could I guess the bloke to like to spend just trying 404 00:39:42,29 --> 00:39:47,73 to fall that one tree so you don't take out too many others with it and make too 405 00:39:47,74 --> 00:39:48,05 big of 406 00:39:48,06 --> 00:39:54,85 a death Yeah but your body sure does give beat up yeah the old body sure gets beat 407 00:39:54,86 --> 00:40:01,77 up oh yes I said your old body gets some beat up oh yeah it's like 408 00:40:01,78 --> 00:40:05,80 my wearing hearing aids I don't have things I didn't get in this morning and it 409 00:40:05,81 --> 00:40:12,42 won't be long for me I always wear my own I always wear earplugs I want to love her 410 00:40:12,43 --> 00:40:16,30 I'm with Ana Yeah the old timers say they don't like wearing them because they want 411 00:40:16,31 --> 00:40:20,55 to hear everything come out of the canopy but that will matter is once you get used 412 00:40:20,56 --> 00:40:25,41 don't you can still hear all that I use the yellow Rowland's Oh I use the greens 413 00:40:25,42 --> 00:40:30,65 for me soft on the years and I don't like the ones we have punched the button and 414 00:40:30,66 --> 00:40:34,19 shove them in your ears give me ering Clinton a takes 415 00:40:34,24 --> 00:40:37,87 a while I never use those always little lumps and if you don't have these some 416 00:40:37,88 --> 00:40:43,56 toilet paper and if you don't have that oh well dear builders from cigarettes. 417 00:40:45,28 --> 00:40:51,58 Yeah. Your body gets some beat up. Our 418 00:40:51,59 --> 00:40:57,77 Goldfinger's in both hands broke my arm broke my collar bone 419 00:40:58,54 --> 00:41:04,54 that stitches in twenty four different locations that three concussions two crushed 420 00:41:05,38 --> 00:41:12,05 and up into the heart really. Yeah the old body 421 00:41:12,06 --> 00:41:18,00 sure gets beat up. I said they all bodily service beat out yeah. 422 00:41:19,14 --> 00:41:25,51 You get home stepped into the shower look down you've got two inches of skin 423 00:41:25,52 --> 00:41:30,20 missing off your shin and who are the pledges strip in ten inches down your leg and 424 00:41:30,21 --> 00:41:37,11 your wife goes well then you and I don't even know what happened yet he 425 00:41:37,12 --> 00:41:43,64 can't beat up you just get used to getting beat Oh oh. I was still 426 00:41:43,65 --> 00:41:50,27 just yesterday getting back up oh. My father's generation 427 00:41:51,07 --> 00:41:54,47 they told me to quit we're going to the woods because it will kill you it will 428 00:41:54,48 --> 00:41:59,09 cripple you it's going to make you old young so I decided I was going to do 429 00:41:59,10 --> 00:42:03,53 something else with my life I saw it happen to my uncles and my father they were 430 00:42:03,54 --> 00:42:09,43 just beat down broke up they worked in the woods their whole life but they loved it 431 00:42:10,02 --> 00:42:13,76 and they will talk about it. Yeah I'm going to be 432 00:42:13,77 --> 00:42:18,94 a cutter my whole life I guess that means I'm going to give up sleep in their sleep 433 00:42:18,95 --> 00:42:25,57 then I can't sleep in them can't do it. Not even on my days 434 00:42:25,58 --> 00:42:31,53 off I've been getting up at five o'clock every morning for my entire life you see 435 00:42:31,54 --> 00:42:36,69 all of the band getting up to hours before dawn. Sleep in. 436 00:42:38,37 --> 00:42:45,26 Six am. I'm not bashful though I go to bed at eight thirty eight thirty 437 00:42:45,58 --> 00:42:52,51 I am bad. For I knew it I'd been working in the woods so long today. 438 00:42:53,80 --> 00:42:59,40 I thought well what am I going to do without. The usual keep on walking don't know 439 00:42:59,41 --> 00:43:05,73 how to do anything else don't have any horse shit anymore. Because anybody try to 440 00:43:05,74 --> 00:43:06,28 go looking for 441 00:43:06,29 --> 00:43:12,97 a job anyone least not here but I had one put my two weeks you know how high up 442 00:43:13,68 --> 00:43:20,33 in the woods there's no such thing as two weeks no. It's more like hey see. 443 00:43:21,53 --> 00:43:26,51 That's because one day yeah one day the boss will come out and he'll say oh it's 444 00:43:26,52 --> 00:43:26,87 going to be 445 00:43:26,88 --> 00:43:32,45 a good year this year there's going to be one for everybody oh you're wrong. And 446 00:43:32,46 --> 00:43:37,85 then the next week he comes out he says I got to tell him up the sorry but when 447 00:43:37,86 --> 00:43:44,10 you're done with that script it's all over you can go on all. That there is 448 00:43:44,11 --> 00:43:45,07 a war with. 449 00:43:58,08 --> 00:44:04,86 The. Dogs 450 00:44:04,87 --> 00:44:09,95 Nothing me going to be. Nothing. 451 00:44:13,00 --> 00:44:19,35 Three hundred words not mine to this. Last bit. Of 452 00:44:19,36 --> 00:44:24,95 the. Phrase in. The first let me. 453 00:44:27,78 --> 00:44:31,95 Know what I always. Forget that. 454 00:44:33,82 --> 00:44:38,54 Nothing is going to hit it and before long is not 455 00:44:38,55 --> 00:44:45,47 a big US ALL. In their histories for the long periods mean I am 456 00:44:45,48 --> 00:44:47,24 offering you the all. 457 00:45:06,12 --> 00:45:11,43 Worth. Only grand. Bargain there is. 458 00:45:13,23 --> 00:45:19,60 Only maybe. Something I mean good me the day 459 00:45:20,46 --> 00:45:24,08 before all the suffering my soul will be 460 00:45:24,09 --> 00:45:30,38 a very very very good word answer is being. Offered through the hole 461 00:45:31,04 --> 00:45:33,20 in the moment you know me. 462 00:45:38,43 --> 00:45:43,32 Go to build me. God. But I. 463 00:45:45,44 --> 00:45:52,27 Know that. The other day I saw all 464 00:45:52,69 --> 00:45:59,28 my. Fears that you were about to. Hear the all. 465 00:46:02,27 --> 00:46:04,85 The. I'm 466 00:46:04,86 --> 00:46:12,11 a lover. Thank 467 00:46:12,12 --> 00:46:18,64 you. Oh thank God they bring home 468 00:46:18,68 --> 00:46:25,40 a lot they can do you know they can handle this full of bills for that broken 469 00:46:25,41 --> 00:46:31,35 chain saw that close call it the gas to get to the job oh yeah. 470 00:46:32,46 --> 00:46:38,03 But you know I'm brings a cell phone they bring home 471 00:46:38,69 --> 00:46:44,88 a mess I don't know how we get so dirty I mean they are trees for heaven's sake try 472 00:46:44,89 --> 00:46:48,77 to get him to take his stuff off in the crowds but still there are good chips 473 00:46:49,01 --> 00:46:55,00 everybody. Get up and you know what another thing they bring all the boys in oh oh 474 00:46:55,01 --> 00:47:01,78 oh oh yeah right it gets in their heads it gets in their clothes oh my grandma 475 00:47:01,79 --> 00:47:07,10 used to get poison oak Soledad from washing granddad clothes oh my goodness he 476 00:47:07,11 --> 00:47:11,84 would get in his clothes and the whole family would get it she used to get so 477 00:47:11,85 --> 00:47:17,28 batter I was small up grandma's got closer. Look he's 478 00:47:17,59 --> 00:47:21,85 a couple There is nothing you can do about it don't we have this one time when we 479 00:47:21,86 --> 00:47:26,99 all got it because oil stays in the washing machine and me and the kids I make my 480 00:47:27,00 --> 00:47:31,33 husband wash his clothes outside now he has his own washer and dryer and the girl 481 00:47:31,34 --> 00:47:36,83 logic in that way stays out of that soup can you imagine those women out there with 482 00:47:36,84 --> 00:47:38,75 the unwashed bucket and 483 00:47:38,76 --> 00:47:45,50 a washboard watching those close. There are posters all nice and open and ready to 484 00:47:45,51 --> 00:47:51,72 receive them poison Elka her. Mother level of commitment I don't know how she did 485 00:47:51,73 --> 00:47:52,72 it I know 486 00:47:52,73 --> 00:47:58,79 a lot of guys who get it it doesn't bother me. But Bill both know there's 487 00:47:58,80 --> 00:48:04,86 a man who knows it woods he gave me this special green soap for poison oak It works 488 00:48:04,87 --> 00:48:10,43 like a charm he gave it to all of his guys. That think like 489 00:48:10,44 --> 00:48:15,44 a piece of it right here who has sex. 490 00:48:17,39 --> 00:48:21,24 Not as one fell over the coming from the cell somewhere but on 491 00:48:21,25 --> 00:48:27,14 a solid second chokers on the hardy lead sign Well one thirty drugs if you don't 492 00:48:27,15 --> 00:48:32,03 have the bag over the shoulder and said well this is just about destroyed. 493 00:48:37,49 --> 00:48:43,46 Well and there's been show business dog on. Everything good not 494 00:48:43,72 --> 00:48:47,05 a good. Long stick I climbed. 495 00:48:51,48 --> 00:48:57,88 Out of my brand new bridge didn't. Think it wrong that. 496 00:48:59,89 --> 00:49:06,47 The business exhibits. Come up here 497 00:49:06,90 --> 00:49:13,90 a living not hard to try. To. Clear the place in 498 00:49:13,91 --> 00:49:20,91 a really good cholera. River I'm going to hear my 499 00:49:21,28 --> 00:49:22,04 being dance 500 00:49:22,05 --> 00:49:29,08 a couple of times as I was starting. The single said to 501 00:49:29,13 --> 00:49:29,93 Tom. 502 00:49:36,11 --> 00:49:36,49 Took it. 503 00:49:55,29 --> 00:50:00,22 The big. 504 00:50:03,78 --> 00:50:08,17 Book. Of. 505 00:50:10,04 --> 00:50:15,80 The the with. 506 00:50:25,88 --> 00:50:30,96 I'm here with the with try out an exit out of. 507 00:50:33,53 --> 00:50:38,22 The way just. This is. 508 00:50:40,31 --> 00:50:45,31 My big red cock the last time now that I. 509 00:50:47,43 --> 00:50:50,50 Was seeing the sad thing is the talk. 510 00:50:54,54 --> 00:50:55,74 About seeing the sad. 511 00:51:08,23 --> 00:51:14,65 Part of the job is managing this culture in your serve cold wet and miserable 512 00:51:15,32 --> 00:51:17,35 think you can hardly sleaze a book to blow off 513 00:51:17,36 --> 00:51:24,12 a whistle when your hands are so cold that they hardly function. I broke down one 514 00:51:24,13 --> 00:51:28,91 time and I was down there as Reagan slinger. This other guy let this fire let me 515 00:51:28,92 --> 00:51:33,01 stand there for the longest time waiting for them to get the yard going and I tell 516 00:51:33,02 --> 00:51:39,84 you it was cold. It was raining hard and I had on this ten jacket and pants thing 517 00:51:39,85 --> 00:51:45,13 about them too close lining and they have been fully Sokol the way through it was 518 00:51:45,14 --> 00:51:49,88 so cold I could even blow the whistle so yeah we pretty much shut her down that day 519 00:51:50,68 --> 00:51:57,53 room to get your boots off the end of the day the corks. Really the 520 00:51:57,57 --> 00:52:03,83 list have been four hundred degrees coming out of the goddamn things. They did 521 00:52:03,84 --> 00:52:08,43 wrong but you don't really notice it till the end of the day. When you pick them 522 00:52:08,44 --> 00:52:14,35 off me with. Me. You who were there when you beat. 523 00:52:16,13 --> 00:52:23,02 You. Did you get used to the 524 00:52:23,03 --> 00:52:27,19 take it's just in your mouth your spit. In all day to get the grid out of your T.V. 525 00:52:27,58 --> 00:52:32,73 And if your cat scanner you betcha you better close your mouth I used to work with 526 00:52:32,74 --> 00:52:36,86 this guy and he loved playing all that can you get everybody's way trying to help 527 00:52:36,87 --> 00:52:42,40 you know he'd be on that cat like this all the time and his teeth would be full of 528 00:52:42,50 --> 00:52:47,18 dirt. From 529 00:52:47,19 --> 00:52:52,97 a. Ten oh ten don't take ten on. 530 00:52:54,19 --> 00:53:00,88 Oh man that's some horrible yellow crud. And his in your nose gets in your throat 531 00:53:01,89 --> 00:53:07,70 gets in your collar and I'm gonna just like fiberglass back there chokes the 532 00:53:07,71 --> 00:53:14,42 nickname. Is in the late summer they get this 533 00:53:14,43 --> 00:53:18,59 time on underneath their leaves and when you fall one of them all that Paul and 534 00:53:18,60 --> 00:53:23,20 gets airborne and while you're working away your sock and it into your lungs and it 535 00:53:23,50 --> 00:53:29,08 piles up in the back here Frank. If you look at 536 00:53:29,09 --> 00:53:33,57 a much bigger microscope they look like little tiny sea urchins and that's why they 537 00:53:33,58 --> 00:53:39,59 get all walked up back in there but. Sometimes it gets so bad that you go into like 538 00:53:39,60 --> 00:53:46,31 I try to gag reflex. And. Get in you know how you cure it. 539 00:53:47,91 --> 00:53:54,67 You need to take a drink of water. And it's going to take 540 00:53:54,68 --> 00:53:59,70 a drink of water. And water. And I could yeah. 541 00:54:06,47 --> 00:54:13,47 Gargle. Little ring ring ring ring ring with me then when I 542 00:54:13,48 --> 00:54:18,89 think it back through it. There are 543 00:54:18,93 --> 00:54:22,05 a whole lot of smells especially if you're an area that has 544 00:54:22,06 --> 00:54:26,88 a lot of pepper would spin you orals they are. Extremely fragrant and they are 545 00:54:27,00 --> 00:54:31,63 a must to man you can't break them they are tough strong would he have the poetry 546 00:54:31,64 --> 00:54:31,79 through 547 00:54:31,80 --> 00:54:35,29 a stand of Baylor rules you are better off cutting them first because if you don't 548 00:54:35,55 --> 00:54:41,60 you're just asking for some trouble that's not the poor Orford see them now that's 549 00:54:41,61 --> 00:54:47,98 the sound hole the smell of my strip in the morning. Man is that nice. 550 00:54:49,87 --> 00:54:56,86 Yeah poor from Cedar. God I love it you gotta love it yeah you not 551 00:54:56,87 --> 00:54:59,52 only love it oh you love it when you come home. 552 00:55:05,35 --> 00:55:12,05 You know when we were kids we used to love to stand on the side of the road to feel 553 00:55:12,06 --> 00:55:18,15 the whoosh of the loving trucks go by they tell that they were so close you could 554 00:55:18,16 --> 00:55:24,15 touch them but. You know when I was little I used to have these nightmares about my 555 00:55:24,16 --> 00:55:25,90 dad. You know 556 00:55:25,91 --> 00:55:32,77 a tractor. I used to have nightmares that this thing was chasing me. Yeah but my 557 00:55:32,78 --> 00:55:39,43 dad was driving it that. You know when I was little it seemed so massive it 558 00:55:39,44 --> 00:55:45,75 just scared the bejesus out of me we had these willows out in Colorado where we 559 00:55:45,76 --> 00:55:51,90 used to live we used to play in their little ways in my nightmares this thing is 560 00:55:51,94 --> 00:55:58,85 chasing me through. It was just lightning everything oh my god I'm so scared 561 00:55:58,86 --> 00:56:03,92 of it I think the danger was smaller to say you're going fast you go it's so damn 562 00:56:03,93 --> 00:56:08,81 past that in the breeze don't weigh as much so you're going as much skill the 563 00:56:08,82 --> 00:56:13,71 Greens are not making as much money always safer to cut bigger temper when those 564 00:56:13,72 --> 00:56:18,22 trees fall you're going to hit the ground there is no two ways about it whereas you 565 00:56:18,23 --> 00:56:18,37 have 566 00:56:18,38 --> 00:56:21,93 a small Douglas for like that over there you can cut it down and put it through the 567 00:56:21,94 --> 00:56:26,20 brush or that thing so like the container the body can come back at you but if you 568 00:56:26,21 --> 00:56:26,34 have 569 00:56:26,35 --> 00:56:31,02 a six or seven foot thick tree oh there's no way that button can come back at you 570 00:56:31,03 --> 00:56:37,91 when that tree falls it is going to hit. Danger is just part of the job you 571 00:56:37,92 --> 00:56:42,83 can't think about it all the time someone just they put it to the side you just go 572 00:56:42,84 --> 00:56:48,01 out there and make that paycheck my philosophy I give them over to the Lord when he 573 00:56:48,02 --> 00:56:53,08 walks out that door and I take him back when he comes home you know the feeling at 574 00:56:53,09 --> 00:56:58,36 the end of the day when you're coming down off the hill and you're thinking of 575 00:56:58,51 --> 00:57:03,65 going into this truck farm offered any minute. This goddamn thing is going to get 576 00:57:03,74 --> 00:57:09,99 you home because I do it will get in the hall. It's OK to break down on the way to 577 00:57:10,00 --> 00:57:16,84 work but on the way home on the way home every cell in your body is just 578 00:57:16,85 --> 00:57:17,57 vibrating at 579 00:57:17,58 --> 00:57:22,63 a pace that is I know exactly what you're talking about indoor fifty Yeah you're 580 00:57:22,64 --> 00:57:27,86 addicted to the endorphins that you feel during the day. Because when you come home 581 00:57:27,87 --> 00:57:34,76 that ride somehow just will transform sometimes you would come home so tired 582 00:57:34,77 --> 00:57:39,11 from the game he would fall asleep in his truck in the driveway and I would have to 583 00:57:39,12 --> 00:57:45,90 go out and wake him up. Jacqueline. Because you have survived the day. 584 00:57:46,99 --> 00:57:52,49 And you're going home to your family and it's going to be nice my morning and see. 585 00:57:54,66 --> 00:57:59,41 You drive home can be just as worrisome as the dates out you can fall asleep on the 586 00:57:59,42 --> 00:58:06,32 way home on the road lately he's had to drive so far in. Gas time 587 00:58:07,10 --> 00:58:14,00 and all that oh yeah that's the thing you're going to hope he comes home and I 588 00:58:14,01 --> 00:58:18,13 got to keep the kids quiet because he goes to bed at eight thirty before them and 589 00:58:18,14 --> 00:58:24,47 wakes up at four am so tired and three bone in his body is tired 590 00:58:25,31 --> 00:58:31,20 that's because you're facing death. Every single day your face and that's just part 591 00:58:31,21 --> 00:58:33,80 of the job. Somehow there's 592 00:58:33,81 --> 00:58:44,59 a thrill to that. You 593 00:58:44,60 --> 00:58:50,15 know. Sometimes I wonder if he's just going to be completely worn out by the time 594 00:58:50,16 --> 00:58:55,62 he retires the third there will be anything left for me that you were or he would 595 00:58:55,63 --> 00:59:02,39 leave you so. You just would not. Find their. That new 596 00:59:02,93 --> 00:59:07,65 job there that. I never. Knew when 597 00:59:07,66 --> 00:59:14,65 a dam broke in love. That 598 00:59:14,66 --> 00:59:17,78 you. Had 599 00:59:17,79 --> 00:59:22,41 a lot. And it. 600 00:59:25,59 --> 00:59:31,80 Just is that gold never goes to serve her anywhere in service long. 601 00:59:33,26 --> 00:59:39,64 Haul today. This one from the long haul but. 602 00:59:40,96 --> 00:59:47,47 The. First new beginning may never. Come up crazy 603 00:59:48,09 --> 00:59:53,39 it was God's. Top looking. 604 00:59:55,14 --> 01:00:01,50 Kids not sucks. Do you hear. On the street you 605 01:00:02,02 --> 01:00:08,86 look so tired all the city. Oh 606 01:00:09,19 --> 01:00:16,02 and it. Has its cause it was your knuckles the 607 01:00:16,03 --> 01:00:22,94 answer to the soul the longed to. Run this long 608 01:00:23,14 --> 01:00:29,83 run. But. I 609 01:00:29,84 --> 01:00:36,68 learned to live with transit you saw blood money 610 01:00:37,24 --> 01:00:43,89 to someone else to bring you the goal. Line close to you 611 01:00:44,32 --> 01:00:51,09 that I thought this is. Not good. Luck rather you didn't hear it 612 01:00:51,10 --> 01:00:56,72 like it is a high level. AL It's not 613 01:00:57,06 --> 01:01:03,61 a long trail of the I like your shirt up close. It very easily acknowledged. 614 01:01:05,98 --> 01:01:12,69 And the call came in and. It was he said was build. 615 01:01:13,74 --> 01:01:19,95 Itself so you say it's. Cold 616 01:01:20,22 --> 01:01:25,69 blooded all of the sudden. It was 617 01:01:25,87 --> 01:01:32,33 a little slow. And slow strong. Hold it along to get 618 01:01:32,34 --> 01:01:34,42 a list along for 619 01:01:35,00 --> 01:01:41,62 a long. Pole to Pole. The 620 01:01:42,55 --> 01:01:49,33 law. Will stay long. Long. 621 01:01:50,81 --> 01:01:57,46 Did you say anything like this like. This 622 01:01:58,31 --> 01:02:01,10 again is. This. 623 01:02:11,33 --> 01:02:13,77 Was. Cause. 624 01:02:18,40 --> 01:02:25,19 You. Love. 625 01:02:33,07 --> 01:02:38,57 Love love. Miley. 626 01:02:42,35 --> 01:02:42,72 Was. 627 01:02:50,38 --> 01:02:51,06 Coming. 628 01:03:05,63 --> 01:03:11,20 Again. I. 629 01:03:14,99 --> 01:03:21,69 Love. Love. 630 01:03:23,24 --> 01:03:23,85 Love. 631 01:03:35,54 --> 01:03:40,48 A long flight was. A. 632 01:03:43,94 --> 01:03:49,20 Long. Slog. For me. 633 01:03:58,37 --> 01:04:03,41 I had just read my hand Israel during the Great. Britain. 634 01:04:06,31 --> 01:04:13,18 Crawl to my body's. Grip. 635 01:04:14,85 --> 01:04:15,09 There's 636 01:04:15,10 --> 01:04:21,63 a way to get your truck blocked and you're standing there and you're looking at was 637 01:04:21,64 --> 01:04:28,28 like nothing always when you walk. Look down the back and see what it is 638 01:04:28,29 --> 01:04:29,43 moving to be called 639 01:04:29,44 --> 01:04:35,73 a. Nice day to me. My dream like 640 01:04:35,74 --> 01:04:42,60 a red light is so here. It is the mark. You be the route 641 01:04:43,00 --> 01:04:48,32 I look at is it my spirit let me that is my responsibility. 642 01:04:51,16 --> 01:04:58,08 We're going to do it I have no idea where you hear my Greek I look up 643 01:04:58,84 --> 01:04:59,87 and it is just 644 01:04:59,88 --> 01:05:23,72 a clump of these. It 645 01:05:24,54 --> 01:05:24,75 is. 646 01:06:11,27 --> 01:06:16,20 Me. Me. Me. 647 01:06:19,25 --> 01:06:25,08 Me. Me. Me me me. 648 01:06:26,79 --> 01:06:29,22 Me me me me.